• As I graduated Junior High, I moving out of my grandparent house at the end of the summer and moving in with my father. Truth be told, I moved in with my father as a threat to get my mother to let me move back home in Las Vegas with her but of course to…

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  • Never Turning Back By: Mikaela A. Lopez Sometimes life just seems to pass you by, sometimes life just makes you want to just break down and cry There has been times I felt like giving in, just wanting to take that fatal end But that was something my heart just couldn’t do, as my mind…

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  • Innocent Lost By: Mikaela A. Lopez Late one night, as I was sitting out on the sandy beach I started to think of days gone by, of days when I held you dearly in my arms Days when we use to walk along the beach, as I held your sweet tender hand We would talk…

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  • Above The Rest By: Mikaela A. Lopez A star in the sky, a tear in your eyes, is all I can see A music note, a song sung, and still the night goes on The water turns into a desert A flower blooms and soon withers in the sun The petals sink into the earth…

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  • About Me

    Some basic things, to Start with I am a transgender woman who has been on her journey since the 17th of August 2014 . I started this to share my experience, my writing, and my music. The world seen from my eyes, to share to the world in hope to inspire others to be their…

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  • As I lay all alone deep within my own thoughts, I start to feel the darkest begin to consume my soul… I begin to feel the sense that all is lost, as I feel the sharpen pain within my blacken heart… My mind sends me back on a journey that I never seem to escape,…

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  • As I started to understand who I was and that even though I couldn’t be 100% myself, I was able to let my feminine side come out a little bit at certain times and those times spent with girls I have become friends with who embraced that side of me. I also was able to…

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  • My whole life I always felt like an outcast, a lot was linked to being a little girl who was stuck in a boy’s body and couldn’t truly be myself. Even though I had to pretend to be something I wasn’t, that was only one reason but by far not the only reason. I knew…

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  • As I look back at my junior high school years, I found myself being thrown into some trying times, a time of my life I began to hit puberty and my body started to change. It was also the time of my life I was becoming more aware of who I was, knowing and learning…

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  •   At The End We All Die Alone…  By: Mikaela A. Lopez  Without a struggle, without a cry just a whimper in the dark. Laying there with no more fight left in me, as all my hope that I had left inside me just simply disappeared. Knowing that I can no longer be strong I…

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