(A poem I wrote for someone that meant a lot to me, someone I hurt a long time ago from what I’ve done. Those who know would be surprise that even I have hideous of sins, in this case I cheated. Everything that was said and done after, I never uttered the word I’m Sorry”, something I wish I had. So this poem was a sense of confession and my way of finally saying “Sorry”.)

Untitled By:Mikaela A. Lopez
As I walk alone in the darkest hours of the night, walking along the shores we once use to walk hand in hand
Only to find myself walking into the darkness of my own abyss of my self hatred, my hatred for my past crimes of hurting you
As my heart begin to wish that we could return to a much better yesterday, a time when our heart once use to sing a much happier tune
As I reach our special place on top of La Jolla Cove, a place we once use to share our most intimate moments
The place where we would hold each other close underneath the glistening stars, as we would lie there for several hours talking about love, life, or just nothing in particular
As we would wonder about our future together, a future that no longer exist because of the damage I’ve done
As I look back and start to recall that fatal day I destroyed our love, that day I knew that nothing would ever be the same again
Finding myself standing there in front of you staring into your eyes with tears running down your angelic face, I just knew that you have learned the truth about my treacherous ways
As the guilt from the night before began to crush my very soul, the guilt of having my lips kiss those of another girl
Now as I begin my walk back home, a home that is a sad reminder of what I have done
Wishing that I knew what I could have said or done to make you stay, as I just stood there as you walked out the door
Only because I just never quite knew what to say, not knowing how to say it
Now how I long to see you one last time, to hold you in my arms one last time as I whisper the words “I am forever sorry my love”